I think I might be sick of all the sad things happening to me right now. You know the movie, Frequencies (2014), how in a dystopian society, physics can determine the laws of attraction with vibrations sent off by people? Although fictional, I feel so out of sync with the natural world and just don’t fit in. The point being me unlucky.
Most people would say that I’m always lost. At the back of my mind, I’d say, I’m just free-spirited and that it doesn’t really bother me. But it is only now that I actually feel really lost, and I can’t shake it off.
More than sad, I am lonely.